Living Life with a Longing Heart

Good evening everyone, If you think about it, I could use some prayer for wisdom right now. I am currently fighting some really bad allergies that are making me very sick. I have been trying to explain some of this to some individuals right now, and it is making it very hard to share my heart about the allergies and trying to work out the problem. With these allergies it has made me really sick and having trouble with asthma a ton and it has made it very exhausting to be at my house being busy and staying motivated. Please be praying as I deal with trying to figure out the best solution. I am praying that God would open or close doors to what needs to be done. I am currently in search of trying to find ways to earn money over the Summer. I am praying that God would open up doors for me to be able to get my own car and provide the money so I could own a car. Pray that God would open or close the door into finding a place for me to possibly live soonish. It has been really hard, but...

Good evening everyone, So sorry that I haven't written anything on my blog for awhile. I've have been extremely busy and distracted with a ton going on in my life lately. Life has been so crazy busy... However, today I had some time to write up some updates. There are going to be a few different things I update you all about... Enjoy! Health: Right now my health has been pretty bad. I have had lots of random pains in different places. I have been pretty concerned about my health and honestly don't know what the next step I need to take is. It is a lot to think and process right now. The pain at times is very unbearable and some things I know is not normal for my body. At the same time I don't like the Dr. I have right now... He has misdiagnosed me several times and has given me lots of medications that I have had bad reactions too. It has been really frustrating lately not knowing what is going on. Relationships with guys:  This has been a very difficult thing ...