Update
Good evening everyone,
So sorry that I haven't written anything on my blog for awhile. I've have been extremely busy and distracted with a ton going on in my life lately. Life has been so crazy busy... However, today I had some time to write up some updates.
There are going to be a few different things I update you all about... Enjoy!
Health:
Right now my health has been pretty bad. I have had lots of random pains in different places. I have been pretty concerned about my health and honestly don't know what the next step I need to take is. It is a lot to think and process right now. The pain at times is very unbearable and some things I know is not normal for my body. At the same time I don't like the Dr. I have right now... He has misdiagnosed me several times and has given me lots of medications that I have had bad reactions too. It has been really frustrating lately not knowing what is going on.
Relationships with guys:
This has been a very difficult thing for me. I am going to be completely up front about some of this stuff. Because it is a real thing going on in my life. It isn't something I want to cover up. My life isn't perfect, so I am going to share good and bad things. Relationships have been very hard... I have been trying to trust God while being single and knowing that if He has someone for me, that He will provide that at the right time. It is definitely really hard... In the past, I turned to guys quickly, flirting with them, etc... And then I slowly turned to dating sites, trying to find love... When really that never went through well. I continually went back to those things thinking things would be different, but it never was... It always ended up in hurt.
Currently I am trying to find peace in being single and just continuing my growth as a single woman living for the Lord... Honestly it is very challenging and is a daily struggle. I want to be in a relationship so bad, and not being in one is really hard... But I know that God has a plan. Therefore, I am going to wait and trust Him.
Friendships:
Friendships have been going well. Honestly, I have been missing some of my close friends that are out of town for the Summer. It has definitely been hard being separated from them, since we are all really close. The awesome thing is we have been able to stay connected over technology.
However this past week was very hard for me as I had to cut off a friendship that was only leading to destruction. It has been hurting emotionally as I was very close to this friend, but I know that it was the right thing to do to let go of this friendship. And now I can learn to serve God better instead of heading so much towards destruction.
This is just part of an update. There are many other things going on in my life, but for now this is just a small update for those of you who have asked me how things are going in my life.
I am going to post more sometime really soon!
So sorry that I haven't written anything on my blog for awhile. I've have been extremely busy and distracted with a ton going on in my life lately. Life has been so crazy busy... However, today I had some time to write up some updates.
There are going to be a few different things I update you all about... Enjoy!
Health:
Right now my health has been pretty bad. I have had lots of random pains in different places. I have been pretty concerned about my health and honestly don't know what the next step I need to take is. It is a lot to think and process right now. The pain at times is very unbearable and some things I know is not normal for my body. At the same time I don't like the Dr. I have right now... He has misdiagnosed me several times and has given me lots of medications that I have had bad reactions too. It has been really frustrating lately not knowing what is going on.
Relationships with guys:
This has been a very difficult thing for me. I am going to be completely up front about some of this stuff. Because it is a real thing going on in my life. It isn't something I want to cover up. My life isn't perfect, so I am going to share good and bad things. Relationships have been very hard... I have been trying to trust God while being single and knowing that if He has someone for me, that He will provide that at the right time. It is definitely really hard... In the past, I turned to guys quickly, flirting with them, etc... And then I slowly turned to dating sites, trying to find love... When really that never went through well. I continually went back to those things thinking things would be different, but it never was... It always ended up in hurt.
Currently I am trying to find peace in being single and just continuing my growth as a single woman living for the Lord... Honestly it is very challenging and is a daily struggle. I want to be in a relationship so bad, and not being in one is really hard... But I know that God has a plan. Therefore, I am going to wait and trust Him.
Friendships:
Friendships have been going well. Honestly, I have been missing some of my close friends that are out of town for the Summer. It has definitely been hard being separated from them, since we are all really close. The awesome thing is we have been able to stay connected over technology.
However this past week was very hard for me as I had to cut off a friendship that was only leading to destruction. It has been hurting emotionally as I was very close to this friend, but I know that it was the right thing to do to let go of this friendship. And now I can learn to serve God better instead of heading so much towards destruction.
This is just part of an update. There are many other things going on in my life, but for now this is just a small update for those of you who have asked me how things are going in my life.
I am going to post more sometime really soon!
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