It's been Awhile
As I sit here sick to my stomach with anxiety and trying to get myself motivated to do school... I decided that I would hop on here and write a post. The last few months have been really tough emotionally, physically, Spiritually, and mentally. It's been a whirlwind of craziness from event to event. It has been insane living with a Kidney Disease that you do not know how you are going to feel the next hour. One hour I may feel fine where I can sit and enjoy people's company around me and the next moment I could be doubled over in pain. This has definitely been a hard journey for me. My mind and heart want to be completely back at the gym and working out a ton again, but I know that I need to start out slow so that I do not overwork myself and cause more health issues. Emotionally it's been really hard to keep up with school. I have no motivation right now and that has been really working against me. Spiritually I feel that sometimes God is distant. I keep trying to remind...