A few weeks ago I was supposed to find out my second treatment for my Kidney Disease that I have. After many Dr. appointments and continually waiting... I was starting to get really frustrated. Today, I started losing hope and I was getting really frustrated that I have been put on one of my treatments and not the other one that is supposed to work with the first treatment. I was getting down and discouraged for not having answers. Then I was continually reminded of a sermon that I listened to a month or two ago from one of my Pastor's. He was talking about how God only gives us the details that we need right now. If we knew everything that God had planned, then we would not want to go on this long journey... So we need to continually thank God for the details He has only provided for now. As I was continuing through my day working and doing homework... I became really discouraged again. I reached out to my birth brother from Oklahoma and a few friends to ask for prayer for pat...
Good evening everyone, So sorry that I haven't written anything on my blog for awhile. I've have been extremely busy and distracted with a ton going on in my life lately. Life has been so crazy busy... However, today I had some time to write up some updates. There are going to be a few different things I update you all about... Enjoy! Health: Right now my health has been pretty bad. I have had lots of random pains in different places. I have been pretty concerned about my health and honestly don't know what the next step I need to take is. It is a lot to think and process right now. The pain at times is very unbearable and some things I know is not normal for my body. At the same time I don't like the Dr. I have right now... He has misdiagnosed me several times and has given me lots of medications that I have had bad reactions too. It has been really frustrating lately not knowing what is going on. Relationships with guys: This has been a very difficult thing ...
This song called, Broken is extremely encouraging and has been a huge encouragement to me. The lyrics are extremely powerful. Honestly this song is exactly how I feel currently. Literally I feel like I am barely holding on... But I keep reminding myself that God has a purpose for me even if I don't see it right now... I just need to keep remembering that God has some sort of plan, even if I don't feel that way.
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