Living Life with a Longing Heart

The last few days have been extremely hard for me... Like I posted before, I have been very depressed and I thought I was getting over what I was going through. I thought that I had surrendered everything to Christ with my life and all my relationships, careers, school, work, health, basically just everything. But tonight I found myself going through depression. I realized that I actually wasn't satisfied with where I am in life. To be completely honest, I want a relationship... I want to have a man to call my boyfriend and one day hopefully my husband. But you know what?!? I can't keep going through this pain of trying to get a guy to like me all the time. Honestly, over and over again I feel like I can just keep going on and living my life and not worry about guys... And then something comes up and then I am a mess. Lord, I am far from perfect... Please help me to just trust in You! Help me to love You and want You only. Please give me peace... Give me patience while You...

Right now I would like to talk about depression, anxiety, stress, and worry a little bit. In my blog posts, I love being honest and real with people that are reading my posts. I don't want to act like a fake person who is perfect... Because we all know that Jesus is the only one who is actually perfect. With that said, I am far from perfect... So if you are reading my blog posts and expecting someone who is perfect and has her life together, you may want to stop reading my blog posts. Because I will tell you this, I am a sinner in need of a Savior just as much as everyone else. I am a failure and fail on a day to day basis, but I can't let that stop me. I need to keep going throughout my life and lean on my Savior for help, comfort, and peace. Daily, I am trying to be more and more like Him, so all I can do is keep striving towards that goal... And when I mess up, I got to get back up again and try again. Anyways, with that all said, as you all know... I have struggled with a...

Hey everyone, Sorry for so much silence lately on my blogging. I have been really busy with college, two jobs, ministry, health issues, and just everyday life. Anyways, today I am actually down sick right now so I decided to blog today. Lately I have been a little discouraged and didn't really know if I should post on my blog anymore. I was getting comments from people saying that I was only negative and that I didn't look for good or trying to encourage others. To be honest, that wasn't what I was wanting for my blog. I was wanting to encourage others around me and to let others know they aren't alone in certain life situations. It was pretty discouraging getting this feedback from people that I was just being a discouragement and that I won't go far in life. Slowly I started pulling myself down and believing that maybe these people were right... Maybe I won't be able to go far in life, maybe I was just a pain, maybe I am not worth it. But in just the la...